Saturday, July 26, 2008
Friday, July 18, 2008
I got this email from my friend, i read it and it was so touching yet sadness filled it. Just take this time to read it, you will know why.
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick' she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Ain't it touching? So this is why to say to the ones you love that you love them. It's better to know the answer to your question then to not know it forever...
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick' she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Ain't it touching? So this is why to say to the ones you love that you love them. It's better to know the answer to your question then to not know it forever...
Monday, July 14, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Saturday, July 12, 2008
I just realized something...
Well, almost everyone seems to be feeling low because of LOVE. You might be one of them. Hmm, people express themselves after being broken apart almost the same way. They will fake a smile, write on their msn PM to express their sadness, wait! Dun go changing your PM, let it stay, just express yourself freely. These two are one of the things I did. During that period, everything I done felt like it was in vain, yeap, it really does. But release was the only solution from pain and sorrow, why make youself feel such bitter when you know it would never happen. Have this ever happened to you in the past? You like someone which you don't dare to confess because your afraid to ask or scared of the reply but you loss your chance because the he/she have fallen for someone else and they got together. Did you felt jealous or happy for him/her? I felt happy though, kinda weird but yes I did. Some say true love is when you see your love ones happy, to gain happiness from the other party. Go think about it. Everyday is a new or last chance, anything might happen every second, don't hesitate, be brave. Would you rather know the answer to your question or to let it be unanswered? Think about it..
Well, almost everyone seems to be feeling low because of LOVE. You might be one of them. Hmm, people express themselves after being broken apart almost the same way. They will fake a smile, write on their msn PM to express their sadness, wait! Dun go changing your PM, let it stay, just express yourself freely. These two are one of the things I did. During that period, everything I done felt like it was in vain, yeap, it really does. But release was the only solution from pain and sorrow, why make youself feel such bitter when you know it would never happen. Have this ever happened to you in the past? You like someone which you don't dare to confess because your afraid to ask or scared of the reply but you loss your chance because the he/she have fallen for someone else and they got together. Did you felt jealous or happy for him/her? I felt happy though, kinda weird but yes I did. Some say true love is when you see your love ones happy, to gain happiness from the other party. Go think about it. Everyday is a new or last chance, anything might happen every second, don't hesitate, be brave. Would you rather know the answer to your question or to let it be unanswered? Think about it..
Friday, July 11, 2008
Wa..the compro written test was a KILLER!! Question 3. ARH!! DIE! hahaha. Totally hard. Well, the test was held at the 8th floor, so after finishing the test we saw this extremely beautiful view, so i took loads of photos using my HP but not so clear. Now, i'm so tempted to buy a GOOD camera but noooo oney!! Neh, i think i use the camera i have now, 6 Megapix, better than nothing. hahaha. ENJOY~
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Hahaha. Went out again, 3days in a row. Today went out with my sis who so random want to go out. LOL. PLUS she wanted to go to a place which she didnt like to go shop to in the past...Far East Plaza. hahaha. Weird right?! No choice, got this type of sister then will have that kind of sister. hahaha!! After eating and shopping, the time was kinda early so we decided to watch movie. We watched...HANCOCK. hahaha. It was kinda hilarous & touching.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Woo!! KBOX-ing with my LOOONNGGG time no see secondary school friends!! MISS THEM!! hahaha. Also to celebrate jialiang's coming birthday. KBOX like for like 4 or 5hours. hahaha. We siao one. hahaha. Had a mini surprise!! CAKE TIME!! hahaha. So sing sing sing. hahaha. After that some went off then the rest of us went to arcade & went mcd to eat too.
Friday, July 04, 2008
Went out wif my 2nd family today!!~ sooo..fun & funny. We ate at alumni the restuarent for dinner. hahaha..so funny. Snatch here and there for general's card to see the photo!! hahaha. After that went to the Cathey to watch movie, WANTED!! Soo nice man, its was sooo cool!!! LOL. Luckily i didnt seat beside general, lao da & xiao di, hahaha coz they were shaking the seat all the time and li qin was fed up by them. hahaha. ok. Guess were we seat? We seat at the 1st row!!! Hahaha, my neck didnt hurt but my head did, i was like having a headache. After tat didnt know what to do then go arcade see general play. Hahahaha!! After watching he didnt play finish the time crisis game leh. LOL. Waste money. After that decided to go home, then we like stand in front of the tapping area for so long. hahaha.
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