How many restrictions do you have from your parents as a 19 year old? I have loads..
1) Have to come home before 12(even if its 10/11pm my mum will still nag)
2) No going out at night
3) No camping(Like wtcrap. It's just camping, I had to find reasons to let her allow me to go)
4) Not allowed to play guitar often or any instrument(Like wtcrap. I close the door to play and im not disturbing you!)
5) No BF until 21(This piece of info come frm my sis recently when my mother suspected I hav a BF and asked her. when my sis asked when was the right time, she said 21. -_-" LOLs, but she didnt noe i broke this rule long ago. *EVIL ME*)
6) Have to sleep before 1 and wake up before 9 or else my mum will start threatening me
7) No working till midnight(how am i going to leave through my attachment. No matter wat company im attached to i need to work till midnight..DIE...)
8) No using of laptop/TV the whole day(then what in the world am i suppose to do?)
9) I have to do all the housework for her when she is "BUSY" but actually she is staring at the computer and doing god knows what is she busy about.
10) I can't rest when i'm studying(WTCRAP! I give myself a break by playing the guitar & i get scolded for resting. Can someone just tell me what to do)
I'm not sure what more restrictions i have but this is all i can think about..I will update this list again when i remember more.
Why suddenly i list this out?
Because...I returned from camp yesterday night, so i unpacked, washed my clothes & bath. After doing all that i watched TV with the rest of my family about 11.30pm while my mum is sleeping. I was too tired so i slept before the show ended and i was woken up by my mother's scream. "WHAT TIME ALREADY?! STILL SLEEPING!" I was like i'm tired is sleeping more than 7hrs so bad? Then she starts to threaten me, "U BETTER WAKE UP OR ELSE I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU GO FOR YR OTHER CAMPS", this line seriously pissed me off. It's not the freaking first time she did this. When I was in sec sch, she threatened me that she will call my sch band chear to kick my out of the band because of my results/coming back home late because of all the meetings & plannings(I tink, i dont remember which). Wa, seriously i hate that. I so wanted to scream at her this morning but i was too tired too. I missed my family after the 6days in camp but after watever she did that feeling just vanished. Sometimes i so want to just go for camps so frequently to escape from all these. Some told me to sit down and talk to her but its useless, i noe you will say if i dont try how would i noe? There's no need to try, you can get the answer everyday. She will ask what time i'm coming home and i will say 6pm then she will ask again about 2mins later. How sad will you be if you have to experience this every single day. I wanted to cry when every time it happens. So do you think sitting down & talking to her will work? will she remember whatever i told her? The best thing was last year, she forgot my younger sis & my birthday(FYI: both our BD falls on the same day). I was ok with it cause i didnt mind but i just feel terrible for my sis, how can she receive such sadness at such a day. So i planned to remind my mum and buy the cake for my little bro's BD and luckily she bought the cake with me reminding, or else my bro will seriously be sadder. I tink i better stop or else i will start crying. BYE~
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